The Intellectual Mind

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I Love an angel,
I'd Love her to death.
She looks like she came from a fable,
She took away my breath.

She makes me feel like i could live forevermore,
She makes me Happy.
If she broke me i wouldn't settle the score,
She brings the beauty and takes away the Crappy.

If i could make her Love Me,
I could make my life better.
If i found a way for her to see,
Her name starts with my second favourite letter.

She makes a human out of my Creature,
Some friends even cry.
They don't understand the main feature,
They don't understand why i shouldn't even try.

The fear of my heart is blinding,
It's a shame i'm not that smart.
Its like a tunnel that's very winding,
When i'm with her my Logical Mind doesn't Jumpstart.

I want her to feel what I feel,
I want my defences broken and her coming through.
If she says yes,I'll finally heal,
My sweet, I Love You!

Her Faith

She gave it all,
She gave a little too much.
She expects me to cry for her fall,
Yet she knows my life is not such.


I have no personal conscience,
I have no reason for it.
I have to think of the consequence,
I've wasted away for a life of shit!


Did you think it was easy?
Did you think I ran away?
Did you know I felt sleazy?
Did you know I wanted you to fight to stay?


You thought you knew the reason,
You thought it was all in front of you.
You didn't realize what you did was treason,
You didn't know you left me so blue.


There's no supposed line between love and hate,
If there is, I know I forced us to cross it.
I chose that for the sake of fate,
I don't care if you think this'll fit.


I'm sorry for the pain I made,
I'm sorry to hurt you.
In my bed i am now laid,
Those 8 numbers will always stand true.


With love.

The End Without You

I smiled quietly,
I didn't know why.
my life was flashing quickly,
I looked up to the sky.

I don't recognise this Emotion.
It's scary as Hell.
It makes me remember all the commotion,
It made me realise how we Fell .

Do you miss me as I used to you?
Or do you not care at all?
Do you think of me as I used to?
Or do you wish me pain and hope I fall?

I Missed the smell of your hair,
I Missed how sweet you were.
I missed that crazy flair,
I wonder if this poem will even make you stir.

I'm sorry for the anger I made you feel,
I'm sorry for the hate.
I wouldn't care if you tried to make me squeel,
I've always known that fate.

I thought we'd always be together,
I thought we'd never fail.
I hoped for better weather,
My ships were ready to sail.

I guess i'm no good at commiting,
I thought i was just scared.
This is the pain i'm now admitting,
My mind is now bared.

I have now given myself to someone elses heart,
I learnt to stay away.
I know I drifted us apart,
Girl, I used to think of you every day.

Maybe if you showed me even once,
If you ever made me feel needed and wanted.
Unfortunately, You made me feel like a Dunce,
I'm now Thankful that we Ended.
With love.

The Rain

The waters are building up,
Building from the storm.
It's like an overflowing cup,
Of the emotions that shape my form.

The rain is falling over me,
Drenching me to the bone.
It's a prison, I'm not free,
To big mistakes I'm prone.

Fires fight into the stream,
They are losing.
The creature inside forces my scream!
Our minds are finally fusing.

Would you love the creature i turn into?
Would you run away?
Would you care if you could see straight through?
Would you hide with the prey?

I've almost drowned into the water,
I can hardly see.
I hope my resolution doesn't falter,
I wish I could choose whom to be.

You've now heard me speak,
I want to keep my breath.
Don't think of me as a freak,
All I think of now is Death.

Called Love

I want to grow old with you,
Join together our lives two.
I want to talk of me and mean of us,
I can't understand, Why the fuss?

I want to be together all the time,
I couldn't care less for this stupid rhyme.
I think i awoke from a three-year sleep,
Damn, I counted too many sheep.

You'd make me feel alive if the world died,
I wouldn't care if everyone else fried.
I couldn't care if the world dies,
As long as i can look one last time into your eyes.

You make me believe in Life and God and Love,
I feel I took off my Mask and Glove.
If you need me by your side,
You don't have to wait more than a few minutes ride.

I speak complete Shit when you're around,
I'm surprised you think it a Thoughtful Sound.
This is an argument I now put to rest,
Don't think of me as an Irritating pest.

This is the Idea I put out :
I wish to remove all your doubt.
P.S. I Love You...
That part is just for us two.